我的死亡论

想像篇 August 4

厌倦了生活

像飘落的黄色花朵

轻轻的微风

漂亮的景色

还有毛毛的细雨

已经挑不起我的快乐

以前就算再怎么不开心

只要目睹以上其中之一

我心情还是会好起来

这是不是就叫着 对生活不满

渐渐的我想到了死亡

死亡大概会令人人害怕的原因

应该不离这程序所带来的痛苦

令人畏惧

如果死亡只是离去

并不会带来任何疼痛的话

大概我会到死亡里走一回

死亡以后 身体会腐坏

灵魂没有了身躯 就会徘徊于人世

我大概离不开家吧！

因为我会想家

等到太阳将灵魂照至魂飞魄散

我就会成了空气 连思想也没有

“死”了……

又或许那时我已经渐渐独立

离开了家 到了地府做客

阎先生是个好客的家伙

我在那儿渐渐结交鬼友

成群结队到奈何桥

我或许会不喝盲婆汤

让对家人的记忆 朋友的记忆长存

但 连以往的烦恼也长存

前世烦来世更烦

烦“死”了……

反之 我或许喝了盲婆汤

不记得家人朋友

对未来一片期待

但是怎么也避不开烦恼

怎样还是得面对生老病死

还是一样会“死”

死

已经不是疼不疼的问题了

反正迟早还是要离开人世·

干嘛要在还没看完这世界是就固执地走了呢？

我主宰我的命运

要死

就自然死！！

我要在老年的时候

睡着 安详的死

所以在那之前

不要逼我死！！！！

kee BbQ party

记事篇-july 25

好久没有见到我的朋友了~

就在婉琪的bBq party时

很久没有见的kh

ling ling还有mk

还有出乎意料出现的桂良

竟然也到场了

当然还有sue, keele,billy,chin,ks,iven,sling

虽然也没有跟他们很聊得来

不过很见到那么多人出席

真的蛮高兴的

吃喝玩乐就讲过了

当然还有一只拍照咯^^

可是大部分都在kh的相机里……

我电话的只有点点而已

ling+sue+li chin

sot sot de ling_________舒服的坐姿

__________人叠人＾＾__________keele+ling

what is love should be...

today...

after i having my dinner
mk call me

long time didn't chat vf her le

feel excited

coz she know what i am thking

thn

we talk bout our love...

she break up vf her bf

me oso quite same situition vf her la

so we have de same feeling

i tell her what i have done to him...

how care bout him...

she got it what i am saying

hu call her is 天蝎座...

she saw what inside my heart

so cool huh...

suddenlly have some one 2 listen 2 me

feel release some stress

coz this kind of thg

i nvr tell anyone

but her lo

had a wonderful chating vf her^^

but now

i cant fall in love vf other guy

dunno how to say

the place in my heart in full of him

past is

now oso

future i dunno

but i cant 4get him even now...

how silly am i...
just know crying

mayb i nvr change

still loving him

haiz....

Bon odori^^

having a nice day with my friend

Bon odori...

sound new to me

but after going to see

this is a wonderful festival

all dance together

eat japanese food

and capture many photo tOo...

but cant find a handsome guy to capture

nvm

stil have a lot of leng lui to capture with

haha^^

a sweet dumpling....costing me 6

-_-

many ppl...so hot~ we dance 2gether~so fun^^

when going back home

we take kian liong reserved bus ma...

but wait so long oso haven cum

finally take dao bus le

long time no c de boon and fai

keep 骂 de driver

i dunno de driver heard or not

but wat they keep saying is so funny

tis 2 ppl always making ppl lough

haha~

but after going there...

my body full of ash...

mayb coz of many ppl ady

so must take bathvery long time...

n tired tOo

but worth la

next time oso must go vf fren^^

Captur3 ev3rY wheR3~

_+cello with heart+___+18.90 de coffee+_

+long road in TARC+__+nice tRee+

____________+me+_____________

_+Cool cool de hui+____+cute gurl+____

_+carrot n me+______+cute carrot+___

_+on the way home+___+is my bro+___

have a shopping day~

long time din't shoppping...
when i hear my friend said wanna go shopping~

i feel excited^^

coz kar hui don't have class after 2 pm

then we went to Pavillion

-in the main door of Pavillion(new de)-

meet our friends at Lavender^^

Abby and Miyuki

they changed their hair style already~

become nier and nicer

and also our sweet Fanny

still 'b_one'isme'(she like my old fren b_one-always making everybody laugh)

long time didn't eat lavender's bread le

every bite make me feel happy~

after meeting them and having lunch

we go 2 jusco buy some formal cloth

coz need presentation ma

and i susually won't dress tis kind of cloth de

so must go buy lo

the shirt seem tOo big le...

like overnight at boyfrend house

"done"sumthg liao

haha~

but also very fat ar...

still in process to diet

but i finally bought that skirt

i feel is nice la

so buy it^^

tat cRown is my sis

i capture her blur blur face

so she edit liao

^^

i have a happy day

and i see him 2day

tat guy i really care...

haiz...

very miss him

finally finish my bms exam....

finally~

finished 2 exam already

bms n hubungan etnik....

actually is quite easy to score marks la...

is depends on have u study or not je

bout the hubungan etnik

1 til 10 question i can answer

but after 10 question

feel no so confident can get marks or not~

haiz~

then about the bms~

theresa feel streesful before the exam...

seeing thm keep study study.....

make me feel so scare bout it>_<

but now already past

don't thk about it

maybe will failure gua

coz...

i noe how to do

but dunno is correct or not

hope can pass la^^

after tat i hav many assignment to do

haiz~

every jus sleep 5 hours

IS NOT ENOUGH!!

i feel sleepy when i do my assignment

when can i sleep enough

555>_<